Friday, 25 October 2013

Flashback: Michaelmas Column 5

Full issue can be found here: http://www.tcs.cam.ac.uk/assets/downloads/TCS_Volume14_Michaelmas_Issue5.pdf

I’ve broken my graduation present. The kindle I got for my BA graduation in 2011 has died a death; the screen is showing a panoply of lines and blank white space and it won’t turn on. I think I might have sat on it while it was in my rucksack but I’m not sure; all I know is it really messed with my plans to do work while I was away over the weekend.

Luckily I’m a secret Luddite and never travel anywhere without a few printed paper books so I was sorted. Still, I feel like I’ve severed a link to my previous Cambridge life, even if it was a symbol of the highly unsatisfactory end of it. Maybe it’s a sign of my complete assimilation to the grad lifestyle. 

I had to undergo a reinitiation into my sports club which was perhaps a sign that I might cling on to some undergraduate tendencies a little bit longer, as I succeeded in completely stacking it on Jesus Green, getting locked in a phone box and waking up the next day to row an outing completely o ff my face. Still, the loss of my graduation gi ft and subsequent phone call to the insurance to get a replacement made me feel unerringly grown-up, as did going to the bank to get my overdra ft extended – time was I would have just lived off rice and peas for two weeks.

I even know people now. I eat dinner in hall with friends. The Grad is back, people. I am back in the college zone. Maybe that makes this column sort of redundant? I don’t think so. My jarring sense of dislocation recurs at the oddest of times - the other day I walked across Clare Bridge and burst into tears just because I was back and so happy and sad to be here.

I played on a sports team with someone born in 1994. 1994! I was beginning my unending run of education in that year! I have rarely felt such an aged twenty-two year old (apart from when I made myself ill by going out five nights in a row last week). There’s nothing to remind you more of how much of a non-fresher you are than when you’re making your kindle read to you as you suffer from Freshers’ flu and are too dizzy to hold it.

Thankfully it turns out my kindle replacement will be posted back to me, solving my problems of illness-weakened reading and book-burdened travel for the foreseeable future. It seems slightly fitting that I should have managed to ruin it and get it replaced even before the halfway mark of this new term. My graduation present has turned into my matriculation update. Got to love the poeticism in that.

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